Wednesday, September 28, 2011


So I just heard the latest news from work that I'm pregnant. LMAO this is the funnest shit I've heard in a long time. I mean people are coming up to me asking me how much weight I've lost but somebody at work thinks I'm pregnant.  To set the record straight I'm not pregnant. I mean I just had weight loss surgery and I mean most people gain weight when they are pregnant and not lose weight. I know I might have been sick the last couple days but it's not because I'm pregnant.  I love that I'm the talk of work. They really must envy me. If they have so much time to stalk my blog and talk about me I must be very important to them.  I'm so tired of all this drama. I can't wait until the truth comes out. I don't play well with others when I get mad. I wouldn't play with gasoline with fire you just might burn yourself. <3

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Not feeling very hot!!!

I called in to work today. I was in so much pain today(not from the surgery but from my fibromyalgia)). I'm going to apply for FMLA because I'm out of sick time due to when I was out of work in July due to my body going numb which I know found out is because I have two pinched nerves, one in my back and one in my neck. I have to start physical therapy in Oct. Although I was sick this morning I had a lot of morning sickness (NO I'M NOT PREGNANT) it was horrid I've been having it for about a week now but afterwards all day I eat. Although I had a fill on Tuesday I feel like I'm still eating pretty normal. I'm still losing weight which is good but I have to stop eating. All day I've been freezing also. I had to take a scalding shower to be able to feel my hands and feet again. I'm warm now but man was I cold all day. I'm hoping I can go back to work tomorrow.  I wish my scars would heal a little bit better. I still have to strings coming out of my scars. Well I'm off to bed hopefully I feel better tomorrow. <3

Friday, September 23, 2011

Fill-her up!!!

So I got my first fill on Tuesday. I'm down -18 lbs which everyone says is great but I  guess I was hoping for more. I'm only losing 1lb a week but I haven't started going to the gym yet.  I need to get in the habit of getting up early so I can go. I know that will help tone and tighten so I don't have lose skin and hanging skin.  I'm glad I'm young because my skin will bounce back pretty quickly.  I don't wanna look dumpy or gross after I lose all the weight I want. I just want to wake up and all the weight be gone. It's hard. This is finally something that has helped with the weight loss. I find myself eating soft or mushy food even though I can eat normal again. I have 2.8cc in my 10cc band. I have a picture of the baruim swallow which was really cool to see go down as I drank that nasty shit. I should up load the picture.

I finally got my computer fixed. I love my brother and I know he was just trying to help by restoring my computer but something went wrong and I had to call sony for them to send me a restore disk.

I have a new roommate, a girl from work we will name C.  She's a bit older then B and me but she really laid back and paid me up front which helps because I was struggling to pay all the bills this month.  I think it's going to work out just fine.  She helps around the house a lot.

Tonight I'm supposed to go to the Haunted Houses for S birthday party. I get off at 11pm so I might not actually go in the HH but I wanna see her & everyone else.

Tomorrow me and another coworker J are going to a couponing class. I'm pretty excited.  I used to coupon before I bought this house but lost my binder somewhere in between but I wasn't as good as some of these women.

There's really no news in the men department just taking it day by day. I guess no bad or good news and okay news for me.  I just need to focus on myself and make myself happy before I'll ever be happy with a man.

Well I gotta get off here and get ready for work. <3 you all.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

I love mexican food but...

The mexicans who live behind sure do party hard for a little kids birthday. It's almost 1am. I'm laying in bed windows open due to the weather being so great but I can't sleep because my back yard is like a mexican night club. I've never even seen them in their backyard until today & I've lived her since May.

I have exciting news. One of my ex who I haven't talked to in almost 4 years popped back into my life. It's so amazing. He was like this is so odd I was just talking about you to a buddy last night & didn't know how I could get a hold of you. His name is JR & well he's a sweet a country boy can get. He's had a daughter since I've last seen him and let me tell you she so beautiful. So it's real good to get back in touch with people from my past for the most part.

Life is going so great. I'm so happy that my life is back to normal. I was supposed to have another female roommate but that didn't work out so it's just me & B. I think I'm okay with that at the moment. I can afford everything so. I'm gonna go try to get some rest.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

I need sleep.

I'm so exhausted in so many way then one. I found out I have sleep apena after my 3rd sleep study in 3 years. I'm not sure why the last two didn't show anything but I wake up 35 times a hour and have some more of disturbance with my legs when I wake up. So I have another sleep study to get a cpap machine. How exciting. I'm sure all the men I'll be dating will love that when they sleep over lol.

I'm currently looking for a new job. I'm tired of my sales position. I'm just not performing the way I thought I would everyone says it's my tone of voice but when I tired to change it I just sound fake or stuck up.

I'm going back to school in the spring. I'm really excited about that. 

This weekend I went to the lake and had an amazing time with my family. I think I might go once more before it gets to cold to go swimming. 

My new roommate M moves in this weekend hopefully. I guess that will be a new experience coming up. 3 girls in one house. LOL I'm not to worried about it because I work all the time and so does she.  

Well I think I'm gonna take another nap before work. 

Friday, September 2, 2011


So far I've lost 15lb since surgery. I'm very happy with this number.  Today although I'm running out of clothes because I'm in between sizes. Well my mom bought me these capri's on 4th of July weekend at walmart in a 26 because I forgot to pack more then one pair of bottoms & well they didn't fit and I was supposed to take them back well I never did so today after looking for pants I see this bag I open the bag and then there's the pants. I didn't know if I'd fit in them even though I'm a 26 I guess all brands run differenet. I slipped them on with no problem. I'm so excited. I will also be going to the lake this weekend very excited to see my grandma. I'm sure she's going to be very tired she just had another round of chemo.  I pray everyday god will take the cancer away. The cancer is shrinking but on the 21st she goes for a cat scan to see if they have shrunk enough for surgery then she has to choose to have the surgery to remove part of her lung. I hope what ever she picks will extend her life. I can't wait to see all my family. <3 Life is great. I hope everyone is doing great.