Saturday, October 29, 2011

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This weekend so far has been uneventful. I spent most of yesterday in bed. I wasn't feeling well. Then of course today Miss Aunt Flow visited and lately she's been a total bitch when she visits. I've taken a muscle relaxer and pain pill and I'm still in pain. I don't know why I can't go back to normal happy visits. I know this is kinda TMI but maybe it's band related.  Although I lost another pound this week.  I still feel fat. It's something I don't think I'll ever get over. I'm just happy to see the scale going down. Although I have never tracked my food I bought a food tracker so I can write in it so hopefully that will help. I know I'm not eating the right food. I need to learn how to cook healthier meals for my entire household even if neither of my roommates have bands.

I also got offered the job @ Sprint although it pays less by 55cent & I'd have to drive 15 more min to work. I'm not sure weather to leave my miserable job now or wait it out until I can move to another department or find some way to start liking my job. Although I am getting a actually manager Nov 1st. I've been without a manager for the last 5 months. So maybe I hate my job because I have no help? My new manager is so nice plus I don't even have to move desk. LOL It's so hard.

I think I'm going to start couponing again. I need to get my finaces back in order. I've let them go out of control lately.

I think that's all for right now.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Update time...

I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a long time but I guess I have a few follwers that I really wish I didn't have so I'm just going to keep this blog less personal & hopefully that will help a lot.

So my band & I have been having issues with each other after my last feel. I experienced my first stuck episode and my first throwing up episode and let me let you this is no other word but I felt like I was seriously dying. My chest got all tight and painful like a heartattack. I felt like I couldn't breath. I was jumping around the house like a mad women until I finally stuck my finger down my throat to make myself vomit.  This has happen a lot since my last fill.  I have 4.7 cc in my 10 cc band. I cancelled my last fill appt because well I still get stuck on most foods. I have been slacking on my walking. I was walking after work with my roommate but we both got lazy. Hopefully November will be a better month.  I've kinda stalled on my weight loss due to the vomiting and not being able to eat anything the last week and half have been a little better with my food staying down so hopefully I'll see that helping me on the scale. I have lost 26lb since 8/16/11.

I seriously hate my job at work. I had a interview today at Sprint & I'm hoping I will land the job so I can leave citi & all the drama that comes a long with it.

Well I'm off to work I'll try to update more often.